Introductions (I'm Here and I'm Queer)

Hello. I'm Rianna, but I answer to many names. Jimmy, Fabio, Punk Rock girl(cringe), Skrillex, Socks, Ryan, and Rhiannon. There are probably several more but I'm blanking right now. Ryan and Rhiannon are names I've chosen for myself, though. I'm gender fluid, meaning that sometimes I am male, sometimes I am female, sometimes I am a mix of the two, sometimes I am neither, sometimes I'm a third gender, sometimes I am no gender at all. There are an infinite number of gender possibilities and I've been quite a few of them. Most of the time, I do not fit into the gender binary (male/female). My preferred pronouns are xe (look here for conjugations and other gender neutral pronouns). Ryan is my chosen male name and Rhiannon is my chosen female name for the moment. I'm still having problems with gender expression and how clothes usually have a set binary gender, so it's highly unlikely that anyone would ever be able to tell the difference between any of my genders. I may end up changing my chosen binary names if I decide to choose a more neutral name, seeing as the name Rianna is still very feminine (also maybe I'm tired of people singing to me every time I meet someone new. I don't even have an umbrella-ella-ella). I'm also pansexual, meaning I have the ability to fall in love with anyone, regardless of gender or lack thereof.
This blog will probably be a lot of posts with me talking about LGBT(QPIAA2 etc. however many letters/numbers there are) issues and bringing awareness to some issues and educating people. I'm going into my junior year of high school and this is the first year that I will attempt to get my teachers, friends, and classmates to use my correct pronouns, so I will probably track some of that progress here as well. I'm still, unfortunately, working on getting my family to use the correct pronouns and I know there are a few who will never even attempt to understand, let alone use my preferred pronouns. But I have hope.
I'm currently dating a pangender, pansexual starkin, who is the best thing that has happened to me in a long while. I'll probably refer to them/it as them or it(their/it's preferred pronouns). I call them/it Stephen and will probably refer to them/it as Stephen here (unless they confirm that they/it want/s to be called Vaylin). And if you're curious for some reason, I have dated two females and two males before Stephen. I guess I'll add in that I identify as a polymorph and have a lot of opinions and theories on this subject that I may or may not address in this blog (here's the wiki on otherkin, and if/when I formally address it in its own post, I'll link a website I like a lot better and is more informative).
But aside from my complex gender identity, sexual orientation, and non-human status, I'm still a very intricate being. My life actually sounds like the plot of a horror, drama, or soap opera and I might address a lot of the stuff that has happened recently. I'm an aspiring author (you can find some of my work here, though I only really like Insight and Fear The Repear and the poem If Only To Create) and tend to engage in heavy conversations about fiction, grammar, and language politics. I'm an introvert due to a lot of issues I've developed, but if you give me a chance, I'm actually pretty social. I have a very "punk" appearance I guess, so I know many people tend to stay away from me as I stray from the social norm but that doesn't bother me. In fact, I find it amusing. I'm still attempting to achieve an androgynous look but my face is super feminine and causes me tons of dysphoria. I listen to a myriad of music genres, and if you ever have any recommendations for me, they'd be greatly appreciated. I can also probably recommend music to you if you want. I also listen to music in six different languages (German, Korean, Japanese, Russian, French, and English of course). I turn seventeen in about a week and my birthday also happens to be the first day of school for me. I have not yet learned to drive (and I would really rather not).
I also have a ton of weird habits. I believe that I have sensory integration problems and misophonia and some other mental problems that I'd rather not mention, so if you ever meet me, watch carefully and tell me about all my quirks. I'm also vegan, and have been for a little over a year, which is weird considering I hate vegetables. I have several siblings but currently only live with two, a sister and a brother, both younger, that will probably pop up in many posts. Their names are Mariah (almost 14) and Nick (just turned 9, also he's only a half-sibling) and while I'm attempting to teach them about other genders, they don't quite understand, but they fully accept my sexuality. I'm currently living with my grandmother and I will probably explain my whole situation once things have settled down and are set in stone. I might mention AJ, another younger brother who lives in Oklahoma with our father (he's 15). I may also mention Jonathan, another half-brother who is in his twenties who had been given up for adoption at birth(we still maintain a good relationship with him). I had a previous blog from when I was ignorant as heck and was still super confused about gender identity and sexuality, so if you happen to find that, please forgive me.
I think that is a sufficient amount of information for now. I'm pretty sure you can thoroughly stalk me now, so have fun (actually please don't stalk me, I don't like attention much). I've left a ton of stuff out, I'm sure, but it'll come out eventually in other posts. I guess I'll post some pictures of my face then.
This is my favorite picture of myself:

And here's my face currently:

Ew I seriously don't know how to take good pictures of myself, sorry. I kinda look like a serial killer. Also what is my hair doing? (Half my head is shaved, yes, I know.)

So anyway, I guess I'll leave it at that and see where it goes from here.